Paranoid.

Hi, I really think that everything seems so wrong right now. I mean like, we're doing fine but deep inside, there is something not right. I can feel it. I'm having this weird feeling. I'm scared, I'm scared to actually speak. Ever since that shit happened, I'm so careful with my words and I'm being like this just for the sake of our happiness. Even jokes are better left untold. God knows how paranoid I am right now, it's critical. I'm trying to keep on watching my steps so that I won't step on shit.