Another typical sad post.

I can't wait. I can't wait to go a day without thinking about him. I can't wait to listen to some songs without feeling anything. I can't wait for that. I don't wanna get over this but I guess that I have to. I tend to keep myself busy and get myself distracted, yeah that's when I'm at school, when I have my friends around. Just right when I get in the car after school ends, he's instantly on my mind. I just want to know whether he ever think about me and how often? Or maybe, never?

I believe that I'll get use to this situation but I don't think that I'll be okay if he got himself a replacement someday, I just can't afford to see that happen. I wouldn't be able to accept the fact that that girl is just so lucky to have him. Ya, I'm trying to talk about regrets here. Well, I have to keep my head high and tryna look forward as if it's the easiest thing to do. No, not that I stop loving him, I just stop trying but there's always a part of me that never stops hoping. 

6 months gone and I'm still reaching. Even though I know you're not there #nowplaying