"Don't look back in anger"

Oh God how do I say this, I'm just so mad at myself. I find it bloody hard to get another chance. Yeah, congrats Tira you must have done something really bad and don't you wish you could go back in time. You were just plain stupid dear self. Why the f did you take him for granted? He was the kind of guy that you've ever wanted but now you've lost him because of the stupidity in yourself, bravo. Big applause. Have fun dying to talk to him. You should go jump off a cliff now Atira. Ya I'm talking to myself and I am literally typing in anger and full of disappointment, no shit. Forgiving myself seems the hardest thing to do now. Can't wait to tell my kids about how stupid their mother was.

Ya readers, you may judge me and my blog now.

p/s; I did so many typos before because I was as mad as when a bull sees red cloth