Twenty Nineteen

A. lot. of. things. have changed since I last poured my heart out here. I graduated, I got a job, my sister is married, I have a nephew, I finally dyed my hair grey, I started to workout, I partially quit a bad habit, I lost some some friends, I reunited with some friends and most importantly, I learned how to breathe. I let go of a person that I thought was made for me, the person I wrote so much about here. Am I sad? Of course. I'm sad that it turned into ashes but it was for the best. I believe the other party and I would be thankful for the 'curtain closing' someday. I wouldn't say this is something I want, but this decision I made, makes me feel light. In spite of the big waves this ship had to crash, I'm still grateful for the breezy and sunny days that this person had brought upon me.

So that's bits and bobs of what happened in my life throughout the years.

I walked into 2019 wanting to make this year, my year. It wasn't just some cliché resolution or whatevs and in fact, I've accomplished some things. I want and need this year to be a very happy and wonderful year and I aim to spread positivities. Hatred, backtalk, envies, ya name it, those are the things I truly want to cleanse my self from. Sounds like a bull? Well yea, since we're humans with mouths that talk. It might seem like a difficult thing to do but it ain't impossible. Moving on to 'adulting' – it's the first year of my career and although I'm not exactly following the path I've always dreamed of, my job right now excites me and I pray that it'll do me great. On the side note, I work in the heart of my beloved city just like how I always imagined!

I'm always bummed that I don't constantly write here but still no sight of commitment.. so I guess I'll see you when I see you! x