Not having strength to face the problems I have is probably one of the worst things. I have no idea what's happening to me, I'm getting weaker, day by day. I cry almost every night now. One of the reason is the loneliness in me. God knows how lonely and empty I feel. Not having someone to turn to sucks, really. That shit hurts, a lot. I just miss having someone to talk to before I sleep. To make it simple, I miss being in love. At this moment, I'm depressed and tired 'cause of some family probs and there I go, sit and cry because of what? Because I clearly have no one who I can tell everything to. No, I don't want to share my problems with my friends. It's not because I don't trust them, I do but I'm done troubling them. And everyone knows there's a difference between sharing your problems with your friends and with your boyfriend/girlfriend, huge. This is really random and crappy, I don't know what I'm talking about. Adios
December, you were my favorite month last year. Why are you treating me like shit this year?
